life as i know it

i’ve tried the whole journal thing, but my hand cramps up and it just doesnt go well. so electronic it is!

i did a lot of self reflection this fall as i entered my first year in college and a lot has changed. after breaking up with my boyfriend of three years, i decided i needed to stop living my life with the restrictions of someone else and do my own thang. and to be honest, the first couple of weeks it sucked. i was lonely and bored, but it got way better. 

i’m focused on myself and making friends with people who actually share the same interests as me and that is a very new thing for me. (*im actually on break now & feel absolutely no need to hang out with a lot of my high school friends so theres that) i’ve met so many cool and not to mention diverse people in college and my whole college experience is so different than others, but i kind of love it. at my ideal college party there are no frat guys chugging beers and being douche-y and there are no sorority girl pretending to be super drunk flirting with guys. its just me and my close theatre friends (*i never thought i would say that in my life) jamming in treehouse with apollo soul and having a grand old time.

i decided i need to take my future into my own hands. i am no longer focusing on what i need to get done to graduate or get the job that brings in the big bucks, but i want to do things that i love and just have in college. i feel like i missed so much of that in high school being in a serious relationship. i want to go places, not even that i just want to go everywhere, watch everything, eat weird stuff or fancy stuff or just over-hyped things. i want to emerge myself in the cultural aspect that this world has to offer.

no shame i want to take pictures of everything and i dont care if it looks like shit. i want to write about whatever i want and publish it. (HELLO BUZZFEED) i want to listen to all types of genres and watch all different movies and just know more about the pop world on another level. not even just the pop world but all WORLDS. 

as cliche & white girl as it sounds i want to travel the world. HENCE the blog. i will start documenting my life as the adventure it is. i dont need to go across the country to get inspired and learn more about the world. i can do it starting in my own city —eh, maybe not coto de caza BUT HELLO los angeles. so here is my own personal blog where i will write about my adventures, personal experiences, food reviews, and photography that will probably start to look terrible  actually, no, it will look awesome because i am staying positive. 

so here goes it & actually perfect timing because 2014 is coming to an end and it probably wasn’t the best… so 

T W E N T Y F I F T E E N 
lets do this. 

…well and a little of the end of 2014.